neeeeew phone.

i just got a new phone & i am totallllly loving it..prtty much its a mini computer. :)

♥

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass

..it's about learning to dance in the rain. ♥

Which is oh so true about my life. My life is absolutely amazing. I have an awesome husband, I love the home we live in, my dogs are pretty awesome. I have a wonderful family, who for once is all getting along. And Justin and I are truckin right along. We hit a stressful point a couple days ago..where we weren't sure about rent or anything along those lines, but we've since found a roommate, Justin has been offered a job, and I am throughly enjoying school this term.

Life isn't perfect, but it is perfect to us.

   

sometimes..

Sometimes I will I had more time to sit down at the computer and bust out a post..not so much just to post, or to keep my blog updated..but for myself. I love writing. It is cleansing to me, to hear the tap of my nails on the keyboard, the way the thoughts flow through my fingers, the words forming and expressing my needs, my wants, my desires. 

      Even though I am rocking this pretty amazing life.. we seem to have hit a minor speed bump. Neither Justin nor I are working, and J is lesss than enthused about looking for work, which at this point makes me want to pretty much boot him in the head. I am getting more and more frustrated. But I know that we will make it through, and that he will find something. 

Hello Hello Hello.

Hiiii. My life is going wonderful. I am so happy. Justin and I are doing wonderful & really enjoying life as a married couple. We just had a lovely photo shoot. Here are some of our pictures. :) Enjoooy.

sha la la la. ♥

Well well well.. At school & I should be working on catching up in my key boarding class, but blogging seems soooo much more fun. Even though I am kinda out of the loop and what I want to write about..I will still give it a try. My life is pretty boring lately. I go to school, I hang out with J and I hunt, and I do homework. Other than that.. I do not do much of anything else. :)

Which let me tell you; is aweeeesome. I love not having to go to work, and I even might be able to get into this program from unemployment that will let me just go to school and not have to look for work, which would be nice. I know that I need to work, buttt for right now, I am loving not working and just having to go to school.

Sooo how have all of you been? I have missed you all so much. I am working on getting back into commenting, and reading all about your lives. I am going to try to do a little survey, just to give you all an update. :)

school. life. & everything in between.

Hello Hello My beautiful bloggy friends.

    Yes, I do know that I have been MIA for quite awhile. My life has done some changing. I finally quit the job from hell. Justin moved back home, and life has been actualy pretty close to amazing as it could possibly get. I have been going to school during the day, instead of at night until 10:40 every night. I start at 7:50 and I am done most days by 1:40 or 12:40. It is pretty awesome.
    I have been spending  a lot of time recently hunting, and with my sister in law. I really love hanging out with friends.

   I don't really have computer access, but you are all more than Welcome to find me on Facebook. I can get on that through my phone. I will try to write out post, and then type them up and post them when I get a chance. I really miss blogging, and all of the connections that I have made through blogging.
      I hope to catch up on all of your lives. I look forward to the challenge. :) :)

Miss you guys..

oh man. oh man. oh man.

September 29, 2010

Oh man. Oh man. Oh man.
Two days && then it is HUNTING SEASON!

I am beyond excited. I love hunting season. I am so excited to get in my camo, put my binoculars on, pack on my back, watch the sunrise and fall sitting next to my husband, with a gun in my lap. I am so ready to get out of the city, and have some fresh air and alone time with Mr. Man.


I really think that in a few days I am going to have a full-blown sickness. I am stuffed up, runny nose, tickly throat, itchy ears…really not that good. Justin has strep and he does not feel good at all. It sucks. I do not need to be sick. I cannot get sick. I have to work, and go to school.


This week is going to be so long. I have school tonight until 10:40. Uh. I do not want to go to school that long. I was to just go to the time when I had before. Hopefully everything works out, and I am able to just get through it. I think that it is going to put a strain on us, because once again, we will not have time to really spend with each other. But a perk is that I have every single weekend off in October, and some Monday’s. So I am going to spend as much time with him as possible. J


I am so ready for this weekend. Wow. I am going to go to bed so early. J


First night of Second Term, I am nervous, three of the hardest classes all in one term. Hopefully starting a new job soon.

written yesterday.

Tonight; I am going to make dinner standing next to my husband. I am so excited. J He is staying with me, not moved back in, but soon hopefully. He has been home since Thursday, and I love it. I love waking up next to him, and falling asleep in his arms. It really is great. I had missed him so much.




I knew that I wasn’t ready to take that step in the forgiveness area, and after a weekend of talking through a lot of the pain and hurt things are really looking up. I love that we are able to communicate with each other. We really talked about things that we thought were lacking in our relationship, two major ones being Respect and Communication. Our relationship had zero communication, and lacked a lot of respect.


I think that with some time and some counseling we are going to be even better than we were before. I do not want to be the people we were three months ago, because it didn’t work for us, we lied, we cheated, we made mistakes, and we took our feelings out on each other. We both wanted to get back together; we didn’t want to get a divorce and we aren’t, it was just a matter of figuring out a way to work through the hurt and the pain of everything that happened between us.


This weekend was so much fun. We went to the coast Friday night and stayed in Florence, went to the casino, and gambled a little. We stayed in a hotel with a Jacuzzi tub in the room, soaked in that for a couple hours. Slept in the most comfy bed ever, and eat a late breakfast. We went to the beach and walked and talked for hours. It was so much at the beach, even though I didn’t really take any pictures. We drove home late in the day, went to watch the fights and the football game at the local bar with some friends. It was a lot of fun. Sunday I worked and when I came home, we lounged and went to the Dr; J has strep throat and had been feeling sickly all weekend. Yesterday I had the day off and we went to lunch with J’s sister. It was so much fun!
I start a new term tomorrow. I am so nervous. I do not know how I am going to get through it. I have three of the hardest classes of my entire program, in one term, they usually break them up between three terms, but I got lucky enough to get all three. I am going to cry. One of the classes has five books. Personally I think that is a little extreme, and I am not looking forward to it. I really want to just get through the term and move on to some easier stuff. I have five terms left; I am so excited…one year. Gosh I hope it goes by fast, this term went really, really fast.