Today, I feel like I am moving in slow motion.
I am not sure why. But I feel extremely nervous.
I feel like I need to go in for a pap every week, just
to make sure the cells on my cervix's haven't changed,
or grown into something more, or turned worse.
I am to the point in my life, where I am living for me.
I have a group of friends, that would go to the end
of the world for me, and for them I would do everything
in my power to make their life better for them. But
a few of my friends do not seem present in my life.
I feel like they have forgotten me. I do not get along
with one of their friends, and ever since that moment,
things have changed. I still love this person, but I do not
have time to chase a friendship.
My birthday is TOMORROW. And I am pretty excited.
We are having a big BBQ at the house, we haven't really
ever had a lot of friends and family over to our house since we
moved there. I am hoping that it goes really well. I am going to
do, hamburgers, brats and hot dogs, fruit salad, a birthday cake, potato salad,
chips and dip, maybe a veggie tray, or something else. I am not sure. :)
I have never really planned a BBQ all by myself, at my house.
I am searching craigslist for a coffee table so that I can have my dining room
table back. :) Currently, I have my kitchen table in my living room, with
my TV sitting on it. Classy. I know. So, for now..I am searching..
Well, found some cute ones, hopefully I am able to get them.
I really want to look like I am not WT with my tv on
my kitchen table. lol. But I guess if push comes to shove. I will just move
the tv to the bedroom, and not have anything on the walls. :)