Wednesday, June 30, 2010

1. Please share one memory of your high school graduation. Pics would be great!

High school, oh High schooool. How I miss those 7 hours of drama filled learning. I hated hs, but I would totally go back in an instant and rock the biznatch. :) My high school graduation, was pretty awesome, I remember Ld & I doing a bow, I remember hugging teachers as I graduated, I remembered Ld and I talking the entire time. :)

2. What is one "emergency use" item you keep in your vehicle at all times?
Jumper cables. :)

3. In your region, do you celebrate graduation open houses? Addendum: (If so,) how many open houses/bridal showers/weddings are on your upcoming events calendar?
Yeah, big house parties for graduation.

4. Tell me one truth you believe about motherhood.
It is going to be the most wonderful thing, the hardest, the worst, the best, the most rewarding thing you will ever do.

5. What was the last thing you broke?
A clip board thing at work, but I taped it back together.

6. On average, how many pieces of junk mail do you receive daily?

7. Do you like to shop by catalog?
Yes, but usually order online.

8. Is lawn maintenance at your house a "his job," a "her job" or "his/her job" or "that's why we have teenagers" job?
I do the front & he does the back, sometimes though, he does both.

9. Which room would you like to redecorate in your home?
I would love to redo my bedroom, it's very green and brown, and I don't care for it.

10. Do you read a newspaper regularly, or do you read most of your news on line?
Online. I work 8 hours a day. Everything I do is online.

11. Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Yes, it is just hard to not know or understand the reason.

12. Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?
I am worried about life in general. I am more worried about the what if's, the questions I don't know the answers to, or even if they have answers.

guest post. ♥

I am stressed.
I don't have a lot
to say, so I am
going to hand the
reins over to
a guest poster.
Her name is
Stacy & she's pretty
awesome. :)

Enjoy. ♥

Hello Lovely Ladies,
I am new to this whole writing world.
I don't have a blog just yet, but your dear friend
Shelby is allowing me to write for her today.

Currently, or should I say recently, both are correct, I found/finding out that I have a lot in common with Shelby, she is going through the EXACT same things as me. I have a form of HPV. I had a colposcomy, I have mild dysplagia. I also have precancerous cells on my cervic. Mild dysplasia means the skin cells of the cervix are reproducing slightly more quickly than normal. The cells are slightly more plump than they should be and have larger, darker nuclei. This is not cancer, but does have some pre-malignant potential in some women.
    Mild dysplasia is not a permanent feature once it occurs. It can come and go, being present on a woman's cervix (and Pap smear) at one time and not another. This happens because the HPV virus that is a pre-requisite for these changes can lie dormant within the cervical skin cells. Normally held in check by the woman's immune system, the HPV can, at times of immune system distraction, reactivate the cellular machinery that leads to more rapid growth.
    So now, I wait. Six find out if the cells have gotten larger, or if they are the same, and if they have grown than the doctor and I will talk about the different options that we have. I have never wanted six months to pass so slowly, or so quickly all at the same time.
   On top of the not knowing, my mother and I had lunch yesterday. She told me that she might have breast cancer. She's had a mammogram, and a needle biopsy, she had blood work done, and now she has appointments for the cancer center here in town. She is so calm about the whole thing, and I am worried. But not as worried as I should be. I know that I should be upset by it.
      But my real feelings are, will my mom and I be here? Will I ever have kids? If I do, will she be here to see them? When I am talking to her about my situation, should I be talking to her about hers? Should we not talk about it at all? I am not sure, what I should be doing. We now are playing a waiting game. My mom and I. I do not have a relationship with my sisters, except for one of them. I don't want to lean on them for support, and my husband is pretty amazing, so he will be there for me no matter what.
  If you have any advice, please feel free to send it through Shelby, and she can give it to me, and I will reply through her, as I really don't want to be made public..yet. :)

Hope you all have an awesome week. And that you enjoyed my post.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

living room decor. & life.

I am not sure which set I like better.
I am going to frame them in black frames.
and enlarge them, and put them up in
my living room. I really love the pictures.
They are from our trip to bend.

Today has been so slow. I seriously just thought it was Monday, then I had a weird feeling that I was just crazy, and then I didn't know what day it was.
Geeze louise, but I did get some good news, I have mild dysplagia. I just get to go in every 6 months to get paps, which really isn't that bad. I am glad that it isn't something more. I was suppppper nervous. But I think things are on the looking up path. :)
Back on meds, life is great with J and I, have amazing friends. I am happy. :)

these. please.

for my birthday?!

Post-it Note Tuesday ♥

Monday, June 28, 2010

Dear E;

you are a fucking bitch.

I am disgusted to know that you
and I are even from the same
family tree.

Stay out of my way.
You have pushed my last

I do not have kind words
for you. The next time
I see you, we will exchange
words, and fists.

So here's an idea..

Grow up. Move out!
Quit mooching off them for everything.
Quit throwing babyfits when you don't
get your way. You are twenty-one
years old--GROW UP!
Oh & sweetheart--If you don't like
what is said in MY blog.

getting to know {me}

1. If you had 5000.00 to spend on plastic surgery what would you have done? Just 5000.00? Well. I would like my boobs done, first. Reduction-Lift-Fake ones put in so they sit there nicely. Liposuction. Plumper lips, chin tuck.

2. Do you watch Soap operas and if so what is your favorite and why? Noooope. I work!

3. Favorite clothing brand? Mostly Old Navy. I really think that is all I wear.

4. An afternoon shopping spree at your favorite store or maid service for a year? Shopping.

5. would you ever vajazzle? Lol. Sticker on your vajay?! Just pierce it. Perma-bling.

6. Favorite Disney Princess? Hmm, I love them all.

7. Last movie that made you bawl your eyes out? Dive from Clawson's Pier. J & I were fighting, the people in the movie were fighting, I was crying, lol.

8. Have you ever broken any bones and if so what?  *knock on wood* NO!




WEEKEND WRAP-UP {girl goes fishing}

Vannah & I hung out.
Hit every bar in Cottage Grove.
I was home by 11:30, and
went to bed around one something.

I was still mad at that husband of mine.
But somehow he sweet talked me into
hanging out with him.
I went down to CG, and we spent most
of the day down there.
We ended up going to the Casino with
Vannah, her first time there. She
hated it. Lol. Poor girl. :)

We went out on the river in the boat
& did some fishing. And got some much
needed sun! It was a blast, then we bbqed
with the whole fam. :)

A very mellow weekend.

hair = done

Not as blond, as I wanted.
But I am going in Tuesday.
And getting a toner put on it.
And a heavier weave on top.
But it feels soo nice to not
have roots anymore.

Sister's Rodeo Pictures; {from forever ago.} ♥

 So, I just got my camera back from my cousin's house, and I am just not getting to putting the pictures on my blog, as well as all my other places. :)