Thursday, June 24, 2010

you don't want to read this; it's hateful.

Outside my window.. i think the sun is shinin'

The time is.. 11:12am

Today I feel.. like abosulute shit. I had ten biopsies removed from my cervic yesterday. I am in pain. I am furious with Justin. I need meds.

I am thinking.. that I cannot wait for lunches to be over so that I can go home and go to bed.

At the moment, I am thankful.. for my sister, who saved my life last night. literally.

I am going.. to go home, take pills and go to sleep.

I am wearing.. scrubs.

I wish.. I were sitting on a beach/getting a pedicure/divorced/not hurting/lived in idaho/anything that involved me not being me.

I am reading.. nothing.

I am working on.. being normal.

I am hoping.. to start feeling better soon.

I am hearing.. the lobby.

Around the house.. is clean.

I bet you didn't know.. I will probablly die of cancer. Not joking.

One of my favorite.. things is xanax.

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  1. Oh hunny! I am so sorry about everything... I hope things get better... :(

  2. ((HUGS)) I know the cervical issues suck. I have had Cryo and LEEP and all that good stuff done and it is horrible. I hope that you get to feeling better all around.

  3. I really wish I had some answer for you ..or a magic pill to make things easier

  4. Way to have a good attitude Shelby! But I certainly hope you feel better. It sounds like things suck now, but they won't forever

  5. *HUGS* Hope you're feeling better soon.

  6. Sorry you are not feeling well Shelby. You need to stay on top of your health and don't dwell on something that is not for certain. Try to stay positive and put it all in God's hands. He will take care of you.


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