grumpy gills.

As Justin would say; "You're being a grumpy gills". I do not know what a gill is..

but I am assuming that it is, not something nice. lol.

I decided to write some letters today..to see if I

couldn't clear this jumbled mess that is in my head..

enjoy.

xo, shelby

Dear Little Red Car,

You are such a trooper, and

I know that it probablly really hurt when

the other car smashed into you, because

it's driver was an idiot and didn't look

before pulling out onto the road way.

I am doing everything in my power to

fix you as soon as possible.

I love you, and please keep running

as smoothly as you have been

until I can afford to buy you a new

brother or sister. It's not that I want

to replace you, I fully intend to keep you

around, I just want to give you a rest.

Thanks for being awesome-

♥ your loyal driver.

Dear People at work;

Sorry for being such an

asshole lately. I am stressed.

I don't have an outlet for it.

I am working on my attitude.

♥ The grumpy girl in the Lab.

Dear Ellie ♥

I get that I work all the time.

I understand that you miss me.

I know that I need to spend more

time with you when I get home,

and that is the only reason that you

are constantly under my feet from

the moment I walk in the door to

the moment we head to bed. I am

going to work on not telling you to

get out of my way, and telling you

to get out of the kitchen. I have this

weekend off & I fully plan on taking you

and your brothers to the beach & not

doing anything but spending time at

home and with you and your two

brothers.

♥ your mom & snuggle partner.

Dear Coffee;

Thank you for the lift.

You tasted really good.

Even after you burnt my

t o n g u e.

♥ your follower.

Dear Justi-wusti,

I love you. I love you more

than I let on..I just am starting

to have a mild meltdown with

you not working. It has been

sooo long. And I hate coming

home and feeling jealous that

you just got to hang out all

day with the dogs, vegging out.

Cooking dinner & getting to watch

movies and tv. I will work on

being a nicer person. I promise.

♥ your wife, that really

loves your cooking.

Dear Sisters;

Oh how I miss getting to

spend time with you girls.

I get that you don't care for

my husband, but couldn't you

honestly put your thoughts and

feelings to the side, long enough

for us to go to dinner, or a movie

or anywhere, and not have to talk

about your hatred for him?

It makes me not want to be around

you guys. And I know that it is

not all the time, but it is enough

of the time, that it pisses me off.

Please just treat me as

your sister and not a stranger.

♥ mom & emeli's favorite. :)

Dear Self;

Mellow the F out!

Life is stressful.

It's always been stressful.

It will always be stressful.

Get over it. Let go. Relax.

Smile, because you really

do have a pretty face, and

people talk to you when you

smile at them. So show off

those pearly whites, [that you

spend a ridiculous amount of

money on toothpaste, to maintain

the whiteness & if your not going

to smile- I am going to quit buying

the expensive stuff.]

You're beautiful.

♥ Yourself.

My lovely followers & people that comment;

I love you. Thank you for all the advice,

and kind words to me. You are awesome

& I love reading your blogs. I try to comment

as much as possible, I just sometimes slack.

You are all beautiful talented women.

♥ me.