today; blah.

i have been made cry by an old lady yelling at me.
wanted to quit my job more than once.
felt like curling up into a ball and crying
needed my husband
wished i were closer to people
been told i need to smile more
ask a friend a hard question about her life
felt jealous of someone because of their hardwork
felt disapointed by a person I really care for
had my feelings hurt
felt like i would soon be in trouble for something i didn't have control over

And all of this in the last eight hours. I have not had a good day. I am moody, grouchy, upset, tired and so ready for a change of pace. I feel like I am being picked on, and singled out. I feel like my stupid horomones are completely out of whack. I have no one thing to be stressed about & I am literally seconds away from a freak out.

I need a pepsi and a cupcake.

When I get off work, I am going to grab a pair of running shoes from Kaitlyn's closet and take off down Davisson. I need to job and get some of this aggression or whatever it is burnt out of my system. It's just too much to be unhappy, especially when I have nothing that should make me upset. :(

uh. off work in eight minutes.